scribbling out my damn feeling here is the only thing i can do , i guess .
i just hate my life
wished it could just ends here , right now .

" if i didn't tell
if i didn't ignore
if i didn't say "

those unwanted events might not be happening .
now i finally realize how dumb i was to believed everything .
and i gave up !
you're nothing but a memories to me .

wenzhao .